Christmas:]]

Every year on Christmas Eve my family on my moms side goes down to Puducha or Vernon, which ever place we decide it's going to be, we all bring our Christmas gifts for each other and play Chinese Christmas. We also stay up till 12:00a.m. on Christmas Mourning and everyone gets to open 2 presents which ever ones we want and then we all go up stairs we all get to eat our Cookies and Milk from Santa Claus. And then we go to sleep and when we wake up we eat breakfast and then go in the living room and open the rest of our gifts.

Moving.........

I've had it I can't take it anyone I just want to move out of this stupid town. I am tried of all this dang drama. Between boys and my parents and girls fighting. I just want to go back to Amarillo were everything was easy , simple I didn't have to work to get my friends. I didn't have to put on a fake smile on every day. And I could wake up to hearing everyone get along and no one fightings. No yelling No screaming No cussing No nothing just Peace. But hopefully it will be back to normal as soon as we move out of our house. Because my parents are gettin a divorice and I don't want them to because I always thought that they would be togather forever but that isn't going to happen so yeah we are just making the best of things for now. I hate putting on a fake smile everyday just so my mom won't know I am hurting on the inside. I know she knows but its just not the same. Well we aren't and we can't move to Amarillo so we have to deal with and just move to a different house.

Halloween Controversy

this is so right I have to agree that banning the costumes is wrong. But he did take that over board that kid shouldn't have worn that costume it was wrong of him. He did ruin Halloween for them and if I was one of the students at that school. I would want to beat the crap out of him. Because who in there right mind would wear something like that as a practical joke. That was no joke at all. I know i am not Jewish but i still think that is wrong. Because he was selfish enough not to care what the kids thought about him wearing that. He is immature and the costumes should not be banned for the whole school but just for him. Because he did that to himself other kids shouldn't be punished.

Memories

Okay my memory is with Kristifer Robert Garza well it is started on July 19, 2008 its was rodeo night and i just got to see my boyfriend for like the first time in a really long time (it had been like 3 days but still it was a long time). But we met each other at the rodeo and it was like one of the best nights that I have had in a long time. I got to be with my boyfriend and watch the rodeo and see my friends and meet new people. Well it came around that time that we had to leave because the rodeo ended and I was with the 4-H helping with the concession stand and so I had to give Kris a kiss goodbye so that I could help clean up and put things back in order. So we said our good byes and good nights and our I love yous. He left to go back home (Quannah) and left to go back to my casa too. Well I get back home to find out I have a teddy bear on my front porch....awe. and it was from none other than my babe Kris and so I walk inside and call him and tell him THANKS SO MUCH! and that I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.:] So we get off the phone and I walk outside its like 4:00 A.M. by this time and I am left staring at the moon. It was so goregous and I get a call and it is from Kris and I answered and was like "hello" and he was like "Guess where? I am" and I was like "I don't know babe where are you at??" and he told me he was in Kirkland and I was like why are you in Kirkland?? and he was like oh no reason. I was just left with that answer running through my mind. I was so confused. My mind was going 1000 miles per hour thinking why is he in Kirkland when he could be in Childress with me?? I don't get it? Why there. And finally at like 6:30 A.M. I hear a knock on my window and I was confused like who is knocking on my window at 6:30 in the mourning are they insane I am asleep at this time in the mourning what in the heck are they thinking. Then I go outside to see what is going on and who it was. IT WAS KRISTIFER ROBERT GARZA omg I started screaming and yelling OMG no way it can't be I must be dreaming. But it was him and his best friend Jesse Holt. They walked all the way from Quannah to Childress just to see me it was the best thing ever. I couldn't believe it I was so happy and so tired and so confused and I felt so loved. NO guy has ever came to my house to see me at 6:30 in the mourning nevertheless walk 30 miles to see me at 4:30 in the mourning:] But yeah that was the best day I could ever ask for.

Bombfire!

Okay I think that this is really stupid. Because that is the thing I look towards. I loved them and I think it is really unfair to the Seniors. Because its their senior year. That's the last time they will get to do a bomb fire its the last time they will get to decorate their #s for the bomb fire its their last year to be a Childress High School Bobcat. I think that they whole kids falling into to the fire or walking through its freaking retarded. Who in their right mind would walk through a pile of ash. That has been burning for like a week. I also think that if your going to walk in the fire then its your own fault for being a retard and getting burnt. I think that this is they highlight of your senior year and your freshman year. Because the freshmen are the ones that get to help make it and help the Seniors decorate their #s and Names. But I think we are starting a sort of new tradition the band marching like a parade. But I don't know what else.

I Wish.

I wish there were a law that said Kristifer Robert Garza had to stay with me forever. This would be a good law because he told me he loved me and then he dumped me a like 1 month later. I think that if you tell a person you love them and want to be with them forever then you have to stay with them. This would also be a good law because then we could have lil kris's and lil mychelle's running around our casa. I would love this law. Only if it would come true.

Journal 9-18

I would choose to be weathly because that way you can have things that one else dose. You could always have surgery to make you pretty again. And if you are wealthy then everyone would want to be your friends.

Journal 9-15

Where do I see myself in 10 years?! I see myself settled down: with two kids, an UH-MAY-ZEE-ING husband, with a lil puppy in the back yard. I also see myself as a: hard working mom, lawyer, and wife. I see myself maybe comming back to Childress I don't really know.

Journal 9-11

I was in the third grade in Mrs. Long's class. And the thing I remember is that all the teachers were out in the hall and then they all ran to Mrs. Bruce's because she had a T.V. and so they ran down there and turned on the news. And Mrs. Long came back grabbed her phone and called someone on it. And was like "Did you hear?" "Are you okay?" I was like really happy because we didn't have any homework in that class and we didn't have to learn anything. Yes I think our country is safe from terrorism to a point. Because of all the security that we have now a days. I would just make a little 9-11 twin tower replica for the grave stone.

Journal

The one thing I would probably want to change if I could. Would be my attitude towards other people because sometimes I tend to get hot headed and stubborn. I get really hot headed when people tell me what I can and cannot do. Or try to get in my face and they have no reason to they just get in my face to get in my face. And like I get really stubborn when I want something and I want it my way and I don't care who it hurts or what it takes to get what I want I will do that. In a way I don't necessarily think that it is bad how I act, I guess I act like this because of the way I grew up.

Kristifer Robert Garza (Ditmore)

Kris is my boyfriend in 14 days he we will be together for 2 months:) i am so happy. I want this relationship to last for a really long time. I like him a lot, the thing  is that all his ex-girlfriends come up to me and tell me that he is cheating on me and in a way I want to believe them. But in a way I am like it don't matter because they are jealous and want him back. But any ways the thing that makes him so UH-MAY-ZEE-ING. He is nice, funny, he knows what to say at the right time, he is caring, he is sincere, he will do anything for me, he has walked 30 miles at 4:00 in the morning just to come to Childress to be the first person to tell me Happy birthday.....aww:] Well I can't wait till his 18th  birthday because he will get his car from his dad and will be able to drive back and forth from college and then he is gonna go to childress to see me and he is gonna bring his friend Michael Lagrone-TRUDY's boyfriend. with him so that we can all hang out. I love him so much and I can't wait till I am out of school so tat we can go to college together because he said that he will pay my way through. If I need help I love him so much and he loves me so that is all that matters:) 

My First Post

Friday is our first home football. I am so ready for this game I am in band and this will be our first time to wear our uniforms they are so KRUNK:) I also can't wait for this game because my boyfriend and his friend that is going out with Trudy is gonna come to watch us in the marching band. I am also ready for this game so that i can watch the football guys play. So come out and cheer on the cheerleaders, band, and football players. We(the band) have came along ways in the past 2 years. I can't believe how good we are getting its crazy.