Friday, March 13

The Guardians Present its new it song: All Eyes On Her Face

Ahha This is Crazy:]

I did the Macarena with a squirrel in a hole because I'm sexy and I do what I want.

Pick the month you were born:
January-------I kicked
February------I loved
March--------I karate chopped
April----------I licked
May----------I jumped on
June----------I smelled
July-----------I did the Macarena With
August--------I had lunch with
September----I danced with
October-------I sang to
November-----I yelled at
December-----I ran over

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a birdbath
2-------a monster
3-------a phone
4-------a fork
5-------a snowman
6-------a gangster
7-------my mobile phone
8-------my dog
9-------my best friends' boyfriend
10-------my neighbor
11-------my science teacher
12-------a banana
13-------a fireman
14-------a stuffed animal
15-------a goat
16-------a pickle
17-------your mom
18-------a spoon
19------ - a smurf
20-------a baseball bat
21-------a ninja
22-------Chuck Norris
23-------a noodle
24-------a squirrel
25-------a football player
26-------my sister
27-------my brother
28-------an iPod
29-------a surfer
30-------a homeless guy
31-------a llama

What is the last number of the year you were born:
1--------- In my car
2 --------- On your car
3 ----------- In a hole
4 ----------- Under your bed
5 ----------- Riding a Motorcycle
6 --------- sliding down a hill
7 --------- in an elevator
8---------- at the dinner=2 0table
9 -------- In line at the bank
0 -------- in your bathroom

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White---------because I'm cool like that.
Black---------because that's how I roll.
Pink-----------because I'm NOT crazy.
Red-----------because the voices told me to.
Blue-----------because I'm sexy and I do what I want.
Green---------because I think I need some serious help.
Purple---------because I'm AWESOME!
Gray----------because Big Bird said to and he's my leader.
Yellow--------because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars.
Orange--------because my family thinks I'm stupid anyway.
Brown---------because I can.
Other----------because I'm a Ninja!
None----------because I can't control myself!

Spring Break:]]

Omg my Spring Break is going to be amazing. My family from Paducha and Childress and my Tio Jose are all going to take a family trip to South Padre Islands:] And my ideal Spring Break would be going to Mexico Resort.

Thursday, January 29

Human Interist Story

Tragedy of the babysitter who killed Helen, 3

it had been a great night out, just what the two single mothers needed. But it was time to get home and check on the kids. Home to tragedy.

Mary McGowan and Sheila Laird were good friends whose lives were very similar. Divorced, in their 30s, with kids, no jobs and money tight - an occasional night out was called for.

That night in September 1972 it was just a drink or two at their local pub - The Blair on Dundee's Princes Street.

There they'd met a couple of men, great company, and gone on with them to a party. It was the 1970s, a time of freedom and pleasure seeking after all and they were grown women.

Besides, their kids were being cared for all right. Mary McGowan's seven kids were older and her 13-year old, Annette, was babysitting Sheila Laird's younger three - Elizabeth, seven, Susan, five, and wee Helen, three.

She'd babysat before with no problem. What did the mothers have to worry about.

Around 1.30am, the women got back to Sheila Laird's flat at Blacklock Crescent. Annette was fast asleep on the couch and, as usual, Sheila went straight through to the bedrooms to check on the wee ones. The older two were fast asleep and fine. One problem - she couldn't find Helen.

Where could she be in the middle of the night? Had she somehow got out of the house while Annette was sleeping?

In a blind panic Sheila shook Annette awake demanding to know where Helen was. Still half asleep, Annette went to Helen's bed and, pointing to the foot of it, said: "She's there."

Pulling back the covers, Sheila Laird found her youngest daughter, curled up into herself. Not asleep, but dead. Not from natural causes but murdered.

For a small city Dundee punches more than its weight, always has done with its industries, imports/exports and even football teams. This is also true for crime.

But even the experienced cops and doctors called to the scene were shocked. Who wouldn't be at the brutal murder of a beautiful three-year-old lassie?

Not just that - it was also how Helen had been killed.

Her body was covered in deep bite marks then strangled. A terrible, slow, painful way to die. What terrors she must have gone through in her last moments.

The pathologist was in no doubt - the bite marks matched 13-year old Annette McGowan's teeth. Scotland had yet another child-killing child.

A couple of years later, an Ayrshire boy, Willie Bell, would brutally murder his three-year-old sister, Angela, when on the run from approved school. The public outrage and anger echoed on for years.

Then in 1991 in the Bluebell Woods, near Glasgow's Drumchapel scheme, 11-year old Joseph Keith would batter three-year old James Campbell to death. Drumchapel people would have gladly saved the need for a trial.

Who can forget James Bulger's killers Jon Venables and Robert Thompson being chased by a howling lynch mob? Some would hunt them still.

Just a handful of examples of children who kill children. Somehow it has always affronted many people, driving them to fury and threats of violence.

Not with Annette McGowan. Annette got sympathy in spite of the brutal killing of Helen.

Annette had learning difficulties, a mental disorder and uncontrolled epilepsy. She suffered from a genetic complaint causing problems with one eye and other physical difficulties.

The girl should have been cared for, not caring for others.

In Scotland, there is no legal age limit for caring for children. A parent has to leave their child with someone responsible and capable whether 40 or 14. Due to her disabilities, Annette McGowan was neither.

There was never any dispute that Annette had killed wee Helen. Neither was any reason ever given.

"THE doctors were clear, Annette McGowan had acted with diminished responsibility. Probably even yet didn't understand the enormity of what she had done.

But she was frightened. A tiny little figure in the dock hanging on to the policewoman's hand as if her life depended on it.

It took the jury - many of whom were visibly distressed - less than 20 minutes to find Annette guilty of culpable homicide. Then came the difficult part - what to do with her.

In Scotland a child found guilty of murder would usually be sent to one of the secure units for kids.

But this wasn't usual nor was it simply a matter of protecting children from Annette - the girl desperately needed the right care and treatment herself.

The only appropriate place in Scotland was the State Hospital, Carstairs, among adult killers and offenders. That wasn't acceptable to the judge, Lord Keith.

The sad fact was that no resources existed. Perhaps if they had Annette McGowan would have been helped years before and Helen Laird would still be alive to this day.

A special arrangement was eventually made to care for Annette at Balgay Approved School in Dundee and the judge finally sentenced her to 10 years.

But 10 years of treatment and help, not jail. She was only a child after all. And a child who needed help not hell.

'Her body was covered in bite marks and she had been strangled...a terrible way to die'

Wednesday, January 21

Alaphbet Story

A long long time ago there was a crazy kid named Zephariyah.
Boy let me tell you he was insane he punched people had major anger problems no one could handle him. That poor kid, every where he went he sat by himself even at the play ground. He didn't like anyone all because his aunt.
Carlen
was her name if I recall right. She was the one that abused him; that's why he abused others. She practically left him there for dead. He had to fend for himself. Just to get the right amount of food he dug through trash cans and dump grounds. Then one day Zephariyah meet two kids caching in the park.
Drake and Edward were a couple of bleak teenagers just like him. They were all abandoned and hiding from there mean and abusive parents or in Zephariyah's case aunt. Zephariyah really didn't mean to run into Drake and Edward it just kinda happened. He was taking a walk through the park going through the trash cans and looking on the picnic tables trying to find food for him to eat for later on that night so that he wouldn't have to look through the trash cans in the dark.
Finally he found the perfect trashcan it had his favorite food and he got lucky it even had a half of a Dr. Pepper left.
Gai Choi, that just has to be his favorite word when ever he gets excited he screams this is just like when we scream HECK YES.
Happy and satisfied he left that part of the park and as he was walking away here come Drake and Edward; although he didn't know there names at time, all he knew is that they were running after him and yelling at him give us our food back.
"I need this food" yelled
Zephariyah as he is running from the two strangers. Finally they catch him because he trips from running. Edward and Drake finally introducing themselves to Zephariyah. They get up and brush off they take a few steps back. And talk amongst themselves quietly well Drake and Edward to.
Justifying on what just happened they all talked all of them together and Zephariyah explained what he was doing. Telling them that he didn't know that it was their stuff. Not totally believing him.
Kill in their eyes was screaming at Zephariyah as he stared at them telling them why he took the food. They finally understood and said sorry for scaring him to death.
Leaving them alone Zephariyah just wanted to get away from them people. Not really he didn't want to he just didn't want to feel any sympathy coming from them.
Most kids would want to stay but not him, nope not Zephariyah. He wanted to flee as soon as they started talking to him.
Nearly every time he went through the park going through the trashcans and things he would find pennies and dimes and quarters. That was the only way he would get enough money to get want he always wanted.
Oreos is what he always wanted well he just saved up enough money $1.25 just enough for a pack or 18 cookies he walks into the Tut N' Totem. This pack of Oreos had to last him a while since he spent so much time trying to find that money in the trashcans and parking lots.
Passing through the park he got a excellent idea pops in his head.
Quickly and quietly he goes back to that one spot in the park were Edward and Drake stay the night he left 4 cookies for them.
Returning back to camp Drake and Edward see the cookies with a note on it.
Scraggly hand writing read."Meet me at the Tut N' Totem on 10th street if you would like to come with me." Sincerely Zephariyah.
There they sat at the Tut N' Totem for hours just about to leave Zephariyah shows up.
Uninvited some people show up trying to overcome there vertigo and stumbling. They were very dizzy because they were staring at the sky walking to the Tut N' Totem.
Very quickly here comes Zephariyah running out of the Tot N' Totem because the owner thought he was stealing from him. But all Zephariyah did was bend over to get some more food
Waffles! G
ai Choi...Zephariyah got so excited but he didn't get to buy them because of ridiculous situations he was put in by the Manger. He tells Drake and Edward the story and all of there spirits were melancholy.They were so hungry.
Xawala was the sound there stomachs were making. They were starving they were withering away. He had to get in there some how, some way. He just couldn't let him and his friends die of starvation and beside "I'm too young to die"Zephariyah said in his head."I'm just a lil kid" said Drake and Edward in there heads and at the same time so did Zephariyah.
Youngster, as my brother use to call me, Zephariyah's memory was going back he was having flashbacks on how he was left to die him and his brother at his aunt Carlen's house. He hadn't ate in like 4 days. He was out of control.
"Zephariyah" Drake and Edward are screaming and shouting. No you can't die. No its not fair your only 16 years old. NO NO NO!!!! Zephariyah was fading fast and he had to get food. So they are just sitting there at the Tut 'N Totem finally the manager forgave him he saw the youngester fading. He walks into his store and give him food.

Tuesday, January 13

Chula.....


Well what can I say I have to be the cutest dog in the world. You can ask my owners they always call me Mama..and doesn't that mean hot mama. Of course it does. Even though I am not the skinniest thing in the world I definitely am not the fattest. I am white but my owners always tell me I'm black I think they are color blind. And have the best hearing in the world. Maybe that's why the DOG GOD gave me such big ears. I am the best dog too I always tell my owner when something is wrong and when some one on my land.

I live with one of my daughters and my husband outside. I love it out here, I get to chase off cats and squirrels and everything. I mean what else could you ask for? I get free food two times a day, fresh water, a warm casa and if I'm lucky I get to go inside. But for the most part I stay outside.

Thursday, December 4

Christmas:]]




Every year on Christmas Eve my family on my moms side goes down to Puducha or Vernon, which ever place we decide it's going to be, we all bring our Christmas gifts for each other and play Chinese Christmas. We also stay up till 12:00a.m. on Christmas Mourning and everyone gets to open 2 presents which ever ones we want and then we all go up stairs we all get to eat our Cookies and Milk from Santa Claus. And then we go to sleep and when we wake up we eat breakfast and then go in the living room and open the rest of our gifts.

Friday, November 7

Moving.........

I've had it I can't take it anyone I just want to move out of this stupid town. I am tried of all this dang drama. Between boys and my parents and girls fighting. I just want to go back to Amarillo were everything was easy , simple I didn't have to work to get my friends. I didn't have to put on a fake smile on every day. And I could wake up to hearing everyone get along and no one fightings. No yelling No screaming No cussing No nothing just Peace. But hopefully it will be back to normal as soon as we move out of our house. Because my parents are gettin a divorice and I don't want them to because I always thought that they would be togather forever but that isn't going to happen so yeah we are just making the best of things for now. I hate putting on a fake smile everyday just so my mom won't know I am hurting on the inside. I know she knows but its just not the same. Well we aren't and we can't move to Amarillo so we have to deal with and just move to a different house.

Wednesday, October 29

Halloween Controversy

this is so right I have to agree that banning the costumes is wrong. But he did take that over board that kid shouldn't have worn that costume it was wrong of him. He did ruin Halloween for them and if I was one of the students at that school. I would want to beat the crap out of him. Because who in there right mind would wear something like that as a practical joke. That was no joke at all. I know i am not Jewish but i still think that is wrong. Because he was selfish enough not to care what the kids thought about him wearing that. He is immature and the costumes should not be banned for the whole school but just for him. Because he did that to himself other kids shouldn't be punished.

Wednesday, October 22

Memories

Okay my memory is with Kristifer Robert Garza well it is started on July 19, 2008 its was rodeo night and i just got to see my boyfriend for like the first time in a really long time (it had been like 3 days but still it was a long time). But we met each other at the rodeo and it was like one of the best nights that I have had in a long time. I got to be with my boyfriend and watch the rodeo and see my friends and meet new people. Well it came around that time that we had to leave because the rodeo ended and I was with the 4-H helping with the concession stand and so I had to give Kris a kiss goodbye so that I could help clean up and put things back in order. So we said our good byes and good nights and our I love yous. He left to go back home (Quannah) and left to go back to my casa too. Well I get back home to find out I have a teddy bear on my front porch....awe. and it was from none other than my babe Kris and so I walk inside and call him and tell him THANKS SO MUCH! and that I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.:] So we get off the phone and I walk outside its like 4:00 A.M. by this time and I am left staring at the moon. It was so goregous and I get a call and it is from Kris and I answered and was like "hello" and he was like "Guess where? I am" and I was like "I don't know babe where are you at??" and he told me he was in Kirkland and I was like why are you in Kirkland?? and he was like oh no reason. I was just left with that answer running through my mind. I was so confused. My mind was going 1000 miles per hour thinking why is he in Kirkland when he could be in Childress with me?? I don't get it? Why there. And finally at like 6:30 A.M. I hear a knock on my window and I was confused like who is knocking on my window at 6:30 in the mourning are they insane I am asleep at this time in the mourning what in the heck are they thinking. Then I go outside to see what is going on and who it was. IT WAS KRISTIFER ROBERT GARZA omg I started screaming and yelling OMG no way it can't be I must be dreaming. But it was him and his best friend Jesse Holt. They walked all the way from Quannah to Childress just to see me it was the best thing ever. I couldn't believe it I was so happy and so tired and so confused and I felt so loved. NO guy has ever came to my house to see me at 6:30 in the mourning nevertheless walk 30 miles to see me at 4:30 in the mourning:] But yeah that was the best day I could ever ask for.

Wednesday, October 15

Bombfire!

Okay I think that this is really stupid. Because that is the thing I look towards. I loved them and I think it is really unfair to the Seniors. Because its their senior year. That's the last time they will get to do a bomb fire its the last time they will get to decorate their #s for the bomb fire its their last year to be a Childress High School Bobcat. I think that they whole kids falling into to the fire or walking through its freaking retarded. Who in their right mind would walk through a pile of ash. That has been burning for like a week. I also think that if your going to walk in the fire then its your own fault for being a retard and getting burnt. I think that this is they highlight of your senior year and your freshman year. Because the freshmen are the ones that get to help make it and help the Seniors decorate their #s and Names. But I think we are starting a sort of new tradition the band marching like a parade. But I don't know what else.

Tuesday, October 14

I Wish.

I wish there were a law that said Kristifer Robert Garza had to stay with me forever. This would be a good law because he told me he loved me and then he dumped me a like 1 month later. I think that if you tell a person you love them and want to be with them forever then you have to stay with them. This would also be a good law because then we could have lil kris's and lil mychelle's running around our casa. I would love this law. Only if it would come true.

Thursday, September 18

Journal 9-18

I would choose to be weathly because that way you can have things that one else dose. You could always have surgery to make you pretty again. And if you are wealthy then everyone would want to be your friends.

Monday, September 15

Journal 9-15

Where do I see myself in 10 years?! I see myself settled down: with two kids, an UH-MAY-ZEE-ING husband, with a lil puppy in the back yard. I also see myself as a: hard working mom, lawyer, and wife. I see myself maybe comming back to Childress I don't really know.

Thursday, September 11

Journal 9-11

I was in the third grade in Mrs. Long's class. And the thing I remember is that all the teachers were out in the hall and then they all ran to Mrs. Bruce's because she had a T.V. and so they ran down there and turned on the news. And Mrs. Long came back grabbed her phone and called someone on it. And was like "Did you hear?" "Are you okay?" I was like really happy because we didn't have any homework in that class and we didn't have to learn anything. Yes I think our country is safe from terrorism to a point. Because of all the security that we have now a days. I would just make a little 9-11 twin tower replica for the grave stone.

Wednesday, September 10

Journal

The one thing I would probably want to change if I could. Would be my attitude towards other people because sometimes I tend to get hot headed and stubborn. I get really hot headed when people tell me what I can and cannot do. Or try to get in my face and they have no reason to they just get in my face to get in my face. And like I get really stubborn when I want something and I want it my way and I don't care who it hurts or what it takes to get what I want I will do that. In a way I don't necessarily think that it is bad how I act, I guess I act like this because of the way I grew up.

Friday, September 5

Kristifer Robert Garza (Ditmore)

Kris is my boyfriend in 14 days he we will be together for 2 months:) i am so happy. I want this relationship to last for a really long time. I like him a lot, the thing  is that all his ex-girlfriends come up to me and tell me that he is cheating on me and in a way I want to believe them. But in a way I am like it don't matter because they are jealous and want him back. But any ways the thing that makes him so UH-MAY-ZEE-ING. He is nice, funny, he knows what to say at the right time, he is caring, he is sincere, he will do anything for me, he has walked 30 miles at 4:00 in the morning just to come to Childress to be the first person to tell me Happy birthday.....aww:] Well I can't wait till his 18th  birthday because he will get his car from his dad and will be able to drive back and forth from college and then he is gonna go to childress to see me and he is gonna bring his friend Michael Lagrone-TRUDY's boyfriend. with him so that we can all hang out. I love him so much and I can't wait till I am out of school so tat we can go to college together because he said that he will pay my way through. If I need help I love him so much and he loves me so that is all that matters:) 

Thursday, September 4

My First Post

Friday is our first home football. I am so ready for this game I am in band and this will be our first time to wear our uniforms they are so KRUNK:) I also can't wait for this game because my boyfriend and his friend that is going out with Trudy is gonna come to watch us in the marching band. I am also ready for this game so that i can watch the football guys play. So come out and cheer on the cheerleaders, band, and football players. We(the band) have came along ways in the past 2 years. I can't believe how good we are getting its crazy.